Sahhid Jamalil :’(

Sahhid Jamalil, i miss you so damn much. I had to go and have a replacement to forget you yet i couldnt. Its still you that ive been yearning for. I miss you so much. I hope you’ll read this. I tried my best to stop posting for awhile coz i want u to forget me. But i just couldnt stop myself. I had to declare, to confess. Im sorry sahhid. Im miserable now but thats e only way to forget you. Be happy, you deserve someone better. Not me :’(

Powerhouse tomorrow ! Nk try2 uhh sane plak! Huhu ^^

This saturday, BASSKICK. I say double you say oh!
Im moving on slowly but surely. I think. I miss you so much and i yearn for your touch 😔

He’s getting suspicious, and i dont really care. Cause in my mind and heart it’s YOU i want but you just dont care 😔

I want my saturday awesome please. I say double you oh ! 🎶🎵🎉

So i guess you’ve found someone huh? How news travel so fast… Haiz… It hurts so bad but nvm…

Partying up this saturday… Dbl O then to club seven and katsumi…. !

YOU = my favourite hello + my hardest goodbye :’(

Ego is not the way baby. Its so hard for me to move on but im forcing myself. Only God knows who i really want. How i wish you could put your ego aside and just come running after me, grab me
And tell me everything’s gonna be okay… Baby, ego is certainly not the way…

Trust me this aint easy. I gotta let you go. I love you damn much and ive been waiting for so long to finally have you by my side. But things just dont turn out the way i wanted it to be. I feel like you just dun need me anymore.. Im so hurt do you even know that? I thought of moving on, having someone else to just forget bout you but i cant. Its still you that i think about and its still you that i want. Maybe this is just the beginning of me moving on.. You’ll find someone better or if we’re fated, we’ll see each other again. This heart still beats for you . Even though im with someone else now, trust me, he’s here to only make me forget bout you. Idk what else to say anymore. If only you knew how badly i want you and not to have things happening this way. For me, its e only way to forget you. You dun need me but i yearn for you… Its heartbreaking… But you will never knw… 😢